Post Lasik

ok so i thought i update now that i am pretty sure my eyes are not getting too much better then it already is.

so the procedure is so easy. i was totally freaking out on nothing! most of the time was preping and waiting. that was it. the actual thing was only like 10 min total.

well so far i can see. not very well but i can see so much better. everything is blury but i think that is my fault cuz i was freaking out so much when i had it done i prob moved. the doctor gave me 2 volumes instead of the normal which is 1.

right after i had to sleep. they gave me some PM stuff and i was out for like 14 hrs. i did wake up one time to go to the rest room. that was a fun experience, i walked into the wall. haha.

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Lasik!!!!!

i am getting lasik today. this morning i was freaking out because i was reading the disclosure and it freaked me out! i could go blind! or i could have blurriness forever or stuff like that.

what if my procedure does not do well? what happends if i am blind? suck butt!

i had to pull my manager today and talk to him. he had prk at the same place. oh btw i am going to the nationwide lasik center. and he had to calm me down and make sure that everything will be ok. i even talked to Ryan and he had to google if anyone had a bad experience and stuff. i am being such a baby and i dont know why i am freaking out so much. oh well.

anywho. wish me luck you guys. this weekend i plan on playing my guitar with my eyes closed...i will be so good by the time i can see again! haha. yeah right.

btw...i am freaking myself out

Ryan is back from Global Engagement

at least that is what i thought GE stands for. well anywho, Ryan just got back yesterday and i got lots of pictures. so here are some pictures of him and him in his gas gear stuff.

last but not least he got a boo boo from one of the paint bullets i think. yeah their paint bullets are not like paint balls...yikes if i could find the picture i would post it but it will take too long. its massive for a lil paint thing.

so from this experience i am happy to hear that ryan does not enjoy this...thank goodness cuz i would hate to have him go out to where ever and get killed!!! i dont know what i would do!!!

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No AC

so i have nothing to post about right now. nothing has really happend due to the fact that i can't really talk to Ryan cuz he is deployed right now to train and that my AC is not working.

i did get a new canvas so i can keep myself busy while Ryan is gone, but lord and behold my AC does not work and so its impossible to even stay in my room with out getting all aggrivated. i hate being hot when i dont have to be.

so there for i spent most of my weekend in my brothers room on the computer. the end.

oh and there is a picture for your enjoyment!!!

My new number

I am letting all my friends know that i have a new number. most of you know the reason for my new number. it is due to the fact that i have someone harrasing me that i am getting a new number.

verizon said that i could block a number, but i can only block one number at a time and i have to do it every 60 days. i say might as well just change my number. i guess i been wanting a new number anyways.

so i will not put my number on this thing cuz i am scared that the number can go out. so please email me then i will give you my number. love.volcom@gmail.com

i already feel so much better now that i have a new number. its like having a new life! oh how wonderful a new life is. i want to go buy me something new now! like new shoes! hurray for new shoes!!!